Am I OK? By the grace of God, I take it day by day. The best way to describe it is that I have been being transported to a new world. There are continuity and discontinuity from the old world but really my world has changed.
For a number of reasons with Terry no longer being with me, many other things changed as well. So now I live in a new world. I miss my old world but there is no going back to it. So I am OK.
I am in this new world by God's design. The LORD has moved me to this new world. Like Daniel in Babylon I now serve in a new place and in a new way. But everything is different than when I served in Jerusalem. But it is OK.